Haiz yesterday was a bad day for mi first i lost one of my ear ring then later at jolene birthday bbq party i lost my mp3 i regret for taking it out and regreted why i never bring a bag out if i had done so i will not lost it i had long wanted a mp3 and i jus bought it for not more then one month felt very upset i cried last nite in my bed not letting any one noe my heart is so pain tat cos mi $280 now lost le i haven let my parent and sis noe and i dun intend to let them noe i decided to save money and buy back the same one so they will not suspect haiz but where will the money come from haiz i felt so very sorry to jolene." jolene sorry yeaterday becos of the lost of mp3 u had to help mi find and thx for searching for mi and thx to weiqiang, robin, samuel, sherlene and qian bi for helping mi to find and sorry to trouble weiqiang, samuel and sherlene to check their bag i wanna let u guys noe tat i never suspect u guys as i noe i was too careless le always lost my own stuff and serve mi rite!" haiz i wan my mp3 back i guess there no hope of finding it back le my heart hurts so much
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Alawys My Darlin [:
12:35 AM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Feeling not so bad today i went for soccer training suppose to meet qb & sherl but qb still at hq so i meet samuel was told to meet at hips busstop there but i took wrong bus from kovan so i had to walk there but i didnt i saw a bus coming so i decided to take bus haha the training was quite ok gt myself some minnor cuts and sunburn on my hand and face now so tired after a long day kicking the ball then went window shopping with sherl & qb then went home to have dinner so excited abt tml events haha
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Alawys My Darlin [:
6:15 AM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Felt very angry today got scolded by my mother dun noe becos of wat i jus dun wanna rem....my father cares for my sis my mother cares for my bro they doesnt cares abt mi at all my mother nags onli at mi and always force mi to do things i do not like to do some times she jus any how throw temper at mi but if becos of my grandfather death i forgive her i jus dun noe why felt realli hurt and angry...today went buying my bks saw kelly on the way back wanted to buy a new sch shoe as one of my shoe has spoit i jus throw away but my mother starts naging and say my father give mi $100 to buy bks and i kept spending it have i ever spent so much i jus wanted to buy a sch shoe and is it wrong to buy one! some times i felt like escaping to another place so i does not need to face them