There goes another day...yeah i have gt a soccer street shoe from my primary sch de best friend but in return i brought her some comic and a billabone sling bag too. today spent a lot of money heart gt abit pain but nvm...feeling so bothered wif many stuff....sch cca and home.....i'm exhausted le but wat can i do even i am exhausted i still have to think abt these problem gt to think abt cca sjab de soccer gals team...think abt my family and my family's financial we are having financial problem le....gt so many things to pay....insurances and many more....thats made mi even mroe hard to get money from my father feeling that when ever i need money i dare not take from my father if there isnt enough money he will be very stress i dun wanna him to worry so much so i tends not to ask money from him or from my mother i keep quiet and try to save money or borrow from friends....but i dun wish to do that but the stupid sch keep on asking money from us first is organise book ,then newspaper then reader digest then course money then assment book i realli out of money le... i'm feeling very tired gt so much thing to think and decide gt some many thigns to do also training for footdrill, soccer although its my passion and my F&N course work i haven done yet....my holi homework haven even do...i feel like collaping down i dun noe how long can i hold on.....when will my family be rich then i be less trouble i feel so bother wif these stuff...but no one noes i'm bother, trouble and sad...they think i'm hyper in sch...but its to entertain them...i dun wish to show them how sad i am actually. i bet my family does not noe i'm sad they dun even noe i'm trouble because all they care is themself no one cares abt mi no one truely cares abt mi even my friends i'm sry to say that but i jus feel i living alone in a world that is unfamilar. i felt being left out in sjab....i felt like leaving and nv return but some thngs jus pull mi back some times i felt there no space for mi to be there i'm a nobody...i'm a nobody in sjab the efforts i put in has gone down down down its useless i felt so useless i cant help my junior i made my senior to have no trust in mi i felt so useless and i'm nobody i am jus a waste ppl a shit nco...a nco take jus do wat u all say and then i'm throw aside i wanna leave but even if i leave there will also be no changes and even i leave there is also no one care abt it i felt so lost i dun noe wat to do i'm so exhausted wif some many stuff to do....i need someone's help put mi out or jus knock mi into comma....i felt like sleeping forever but escaping is useless but even i dun escape wat else can i do...i realli tired who can save mi no one realli no one can save mi cos NO ONE CARES AT ALL.......filled wif sadnness in life