Start of the week i felt so weird....i miss the last week where we train everyday together...i realli miss those days haha....hmm on mon when i went back to sch for soccer i sit there think of last week suddenly felt like crying i realli miss those days where we care for each other no matter wat we try our best to train hard...i chat wif boo chuan telling her how i feltits hard to find ppl to tell them how i feel som,e times ppl jus dun care who ask i am the only senior nco who realli cares for them but some times in return ppl dun realli treat u well but i dun blame them...i do all my best to help u guys in any difficulty u all have i train hard wif u guys i dun wanna u all disappoint i train u galz soccer i'm sorry we could have win but u ppl jus prove mi wrong nv judge ppl in how they all they may play so well tat u doesnt noe...sorry...but i jus felt so sad tat there may not be such strong bonding wif u guys i dun noe when i realli dun noe now i dun feel like leaving but wat if i have to i realli dun wish..sob sob..tue desmond gt into trouble my dear logistic boy was nearly kanna beaten by some ppl cos he go hack ppls accounts we noe he is wrong he apologised and had to return those things back to ppl then we all trying to help him but dun noe why he is jus finding for trouble heard he gt slap by ppl and today he gt punch ppl i felt tat he deserve the punch for being so hao lian desmond u are wrong and ppl is helping u not to get beaten and here u are tryionmg to cos urself problems by telling ur class yesterday 50 ppl wanna beat u and couldnt beat u cool rite cool ur head arh samuel,terrence,boo chuan,me and ming wei try to help u and u urself taking knife killing urself...pls wake up ur idea haiz...hope u learn ur lesson man haha today in soccer haiz...didnt play so gd felt so sad why didnt they scold mi and blame mi...i noe the last goal if i had help joanna it wouldnt have score haiz.. sorry galz i'm sorry ah pao say i am nervous for the first half but i noe i'm not nervous actually noe whyi jus afraid of being injured again...i dun wanna injured once i injured i cant play any more...my parents will band mi and they doesnt show support at all i'll felt so sad i cry below my block before going up...i felt i could do better but i played so lousy ever since i injured my knee every thing change realli..haizi felt so bad..in the bus when maran was saying us i felt like crying today's performance is realli bad i couldnt accept...i shall practice more to improve my kicking adding strength and accuracy..haiz...will ppl concern abt wat i say..i guess no bah