another week gone....getting close to o lvl le...so sian....haiz...my mind and my heart jus wouldnt concentrate on study....my mind and heart jus dun feel gd....dun noe why...more and more problems is coming...sch...class jersey almost settle so happy...but hai..shall no grumble abt him...today i reply to ben yeo was abit hush...like scolding him but i'm not...felt tired, trouble,frustrated...tats why reply was heavy...paiseh... to my friends who i have given them fierce reply...sch is jus realli tiring to mi le...every day stay back for remedial until 5+...very tiring lox...make us stay back to study when our brain jus cannot absorb any more....haiz...cca...nothing lox...a long time since i gone back for activity becos teacher lox...family....financial...wat to do...jus gt no money....today recieve a bad news...in two months my mother going for operation...haiz...more and more problems...very tired...wanna burst into tears e le....tired tired tired...no one will understand de lox....cos u are nto mi ma...jus like i wont understand u cos i'm not u mah....guess i'm stress up wif problems in state of study most of u will sure nag mi....haiz...when can i stop....ah..............tired wif life....haiz...bursting out soon