haiz....feeling so moody...haiz...today whole day stomach pain lox...cant stand le....wo hao fan....forcing myself to smile...and laugh...when i cant smile....no body understand mi or can say i'm weird...haiz...my mom going for operation comfirm le...next wed...haix...need alot of money....then sch also need give money for the graduation party...haiz...how...haven gotten my pay la...haiz....lots of things in my mind....sjab....sch.....and lastly family...non stop de dun noe how long more can i hold lox....must be stronger to overcome all...i'm so tired....trying to find ppl chat but veryhard to get some one who is able to chat....looking forward to the bowling wif ben yeo, jingjie, wayne and wendy...long time no play BOWL(jingjie bowl...haha)ing le haha...nothing to blog le....moodless....