Today...sick no go sch rest and rest hope to be stronger thinking and looking back...the past is jus so beautiful lots of happy and unhappy moments...my life seems to be corrupted...some one ask am i happier in the past or now...my ans is the past... now its seems jus so far away from them...my feeling for this family is love and hatez how ever bad or unfair they treat mi...they are still my family...i will have to endure and walk through life may be is tat every one has grown up lesser time for family...how i wish tat we could be like the malays their family gathering is always so great...unlike us not tat not happy most probably what we ask for is too high bah...but life now is also quite happy life is better...jus always thinking abt money haha financial gt to save haha gd habit life is better as i gt a bunch of very gd class mates and friends like wendy,kel,bell,si jin,yong wen,jing jie,wayne,ben and many more...and also my second family haha ppl from sjab my squadmates,wei qiang,robin,keng ling and all my juniors...life wif them is interesting giving mi a memorable memory of my seconday sch life