haiz...my life is corrupted....haiz....life is jus so meaningless to mi...getting worst to worst....lots to say...but...haiz...jus kai bu liao kou...haiz...it will be in my heart till some one gt the keys to unlock....my heart is bleeding no one noes...a wound tat would not heal...deeply hurt dun felt like going home but i have too...going home its like going to jail jus tat here gt com and window...haiz...how i wish u will care more haiz its all my fault i shldnt be here perhaps...u all will onli noe call mi do this do tat then nv do give mi face do le if it goes wrong u all blame mi from small u all onli noe how to blame mi...and u all jus onli noe how to scold every thing also scold...how i wish u were here...walking alone is jus so terrible imissusomuchicanthelpituarealwaysinmybrainandinmyhearticriedtodayasifeltreallisadiwishuwereherebymyside walkingwifmiwalkingaloneisnoteasybutinoeugturproblemsifeltbadaftertellingumyproblemswheninoeuareactually busybututoldmiunotverybusythxdunwishtodisturbudecosubusybutmyheartreallifeltterriblemyheartbleedingijus gtlotstosaybutijuscantsayoutimissthosedaysthxforgivingmisuchnicememoryhowiwishuwereherebymysideirealli missuilikeuicantchangeiwish forachanceidunwishtogiveupseriouslyi'mafraidoflosinguidunwannauleavecosilikeu reallitomiistillbelieveuarenotanastyboyanastyboywontlistentogodswordsandgoeschurcheveryweekdefromherei believeuarentnastyilikethewayuarehowutratmiireallilikeuienjoythedaysihadwifuinoeuarebusywifurdntstuffthese fewweekstatswhyitrynottodisturbubutiwaswaitingforursmseverydayevenifthereisonlionesmsiwillbehappysryto botherualwaysimissurfaceursmileurvoicesomuchibealwayswaitingherealwaysgdluckforurprelimsialwaysprayfor ugodblessuimissualotmissurvoicesosomuchi'llwaittillexamsoveri'llwaitlotstosaytoubutsometimesijusenjoyseeur smileanditsenoughformiwhenuare happyi'mhappytoobutwhenuareupsetibethesametooiwannaseeusmileandurlaughter