hmm i gonna start studying every day haha i will make a effort to study hope i will perserver...today sch was weird why weird...usually morning sure have ppl walking in to sch but today while walking its dam quiet and like holiday going back for remedials lesson like this no one de becos sec 1-3 having marking day but we sec 4/5 lesson so bored...sch is getting bored two more days then i dun need go sch le yeah...no need to wake up so early...haiz...dunnoe how to describe my feelings today brought him go play bball wif my friends and its like having a war like this haiz...do u have to play until so pin ming they are my friends and u dun give mi face u play until so ji qiao for wat...foul then foul lox...let it be la why so de pei che neh...my friends noe u are my bro and they play friendly and u were there so hao lian wif ur skills haiz...i was shock when i see ur skills improve but after tat those few match u play it worrys mi its like i couldnt imagine wat may happen a fight? which will probably wont happen u are lucky lox...if another bunch come rite i sure u kanna beaten up lox... i regretted on calling u...i felt bad watching him playing like this i realli felt bad seeing u like this u dun even care hwo ur sis feel and when i told u play friendly friendly u give mi those reply tats realli makes mi angry and i felt sorry to my friends its like i bring u there to show off how gd u are....haiz some times i realli felt do u ever consider hows my feeling anot...pls la...haiz...i felt so bad and unhappy i sat there watching u and my friends play and when u miss or lose u hit on the bar do u realli have to do tat its jus a game dun have to play until so serious bah and its propertie of another place la...where other play haiz..at tat moment i felt like finding a place and hide myself man...haiz...i dunnoe how to describe my feelings and thoughts when i was sitting there watching haiz...u change my day completely