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Monday, November 27, 2006

Finally its freedom haha o lvl has ended a week ago....now is work and play time...why work...nowork where gt money go play haha wat a tired week has pass work...lose my confident jus in one day...becos of the aunty then gain half back on the next day thx to girl who taught mi well...its boring week....i jus felt moody some times...wonder do u care abt mi wonder if u realli zai hu wo....always waiting for ur sms and at the same time u are also waiting for mi to sms u...its seems like always i sms u first then u reply then u wont sms mi de haiz...these few weeks u are busy i understand but when u are not busy i wonder who ask mi .... haiz...wish to hug N see ur smile and hope to hear from u tat u zai hu wo...can i haha my mood is always like these wat if i gt depression one day for thinking too much le haha...i wonder wat would u do haha bbq is fun although jus a few ppl haha we chat and laugh eat lox too haiz now my voice become worst...my voice sucks now lox....



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Alawys My Darlin [:
7:43 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006

hmm long time no blog hmm busy wif exam hopefully it all goes quite ok hmm busy busy busy am i realli busy i dunnoe haha slack here slack there hmm no work no money i'm broke then u will say go take money from parent haiz...i jus felt i wanna be independent but apart from this reason is also becos money not enough they have to pay this pay tat bills here bills there still gt renovation of my ah ma hse haiz i jus dun wish to bother them earn my own and spent it its stuff but i will endure haiz...shall blog abt yesterday haiz...yesterday was my father's bdae haiz...shld be a happy day cos i always wish tat my family could stay together eat and have fun chat and laugh like others but haiz...why i dun feel excited why i dun felt happy lots of why jus no ans...parent dotes my sis and bro haiz...not tat they dun dote mi they do but i guess not as much as they do to my sis and bro u will say i jealous am i dunnoe i jus felt this way...nd its always i felt i shldnt belong here why when ever things happen they push the blame on mi i rem when i was in pri sch there was once my mother left the hse and they all say tat its my fault and i cause my mother to leave haiz...from pri sch till now i nv felt happy i felt so tired of wearing a mask pretending to be happy when i'm not haiz...wat to do they are still my family...i always hid in one corner and cry out alone thinking why why haiz yesterday every thing was quite ok but still some unhappy stuff wat ever i do or say they dun support and give mi face haiz felt like i am a disgrace to them wat i'm interested in like soccer they dun like mi to do tat and they nv supported mi in wat ever i do in my cca or my studys haiz i cried and cried until both eyes wear red they didnt noe they didnt felt as may eb they didnt care haiz i went to bed early had a gd slp now i felt much better how i wish one day every thing will change to a better may eb after i leave this hse bah haiz...waiting to grow up...but i wanna thx some one who is always by myside when i'm sad and trouble thx alot haiz shall not talk abt it shall blog again haha busy watch video smile pasta a chinese idol show its nice...
zhi yao xiao yi xiao mei you she mo shi qing guo bu liao



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Alawys My Darlin [:
9:39 PM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Found a love poem in my friend's blog...hmm find it quite nice and interesting here it goes.....
You make me feel special,
You make me feel new,
You make me feel loved,
With everything you do.
You were there when I'm sad.
Turning my frown upsidedown.
Every time we are together,
It seems almost perfect.
My eyes glow when i see you.
I smile when we are together.
No matter how bad things are,
You always make them better.
The way you care for me,
The way you hold me tight.
The similarities we have,
I want you forever.
You bring joy to my life
I dont even know why.
I love you no matter what,
As you are be for me always.
I just want you to know,
Even if we are different,
I will always love you!
No matter what, day or night



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Alawys My Darlin [:
6:39 AM