back to post again...wanted to post the day before but the couldnt get in to the page ...nvm Fri....hmm had funat mediacorp....we st john zone 10 went to mediacorp for a programme call music in the air in chinese it is call yin yue ge dou zhang....haha we took pics...saw cai ming you he was gd looking and handsome....we also saw wang jian fu,su zhi cheng, four ppl from xiao yuan superstar....hmmm ll the recording ended at 11+...so went home late wanted to wait fro bus but there seems to be no bus so we took a cab home....a maxi one the driver was gd each ppl 7 dollar to our home from hq wah...there was 7 of us...so i send most home then i was the last third to drop the taxi then edmund and mindy was the last one haha....sat...bored at home...afternoon go kai hse pei him....see him play mahjong i was dam pro haha no la not pro jus luck onli i play one round i win...i help my bro play one round i also win haha was tat pro or luck haha....hmmm the rest of the rounds i was like going to fall asleep he continue to play...nvm...then go grap a bite then he ask mi accompany him go amk to return vcd so i went at tat time i was thinking abt the same problem...i felt tat i was very bad say dun wanna force him but still keep asking him how how...haiz...i quiet down on the way to amk and all alongi was quiet and didnt smile...he noes when to make mi smile and hold my hand he said he was going i told him abt wat i was thinking and i said sorry to him....he say nahz...until at nite...haiz...he sms mi telling die lar...yong jus call him then i ask him why wat happen...he told me he today no go work plus tml he need work early so i ask him go work lor....then he said he dun wanna mi unhappy and sad then if he no work he no money then next week onli work two days he say how to choose so i told him no need to choose go work he ask mi why i said tat i told him work important plus he gt no money...then he said he felt bad agree to go le in the end nv go....then i didnt reply him le...felt realli very sad but i didnt blame him perhaps its jus fate....i jus felt so sad didnt noe why...my heart jus felt pain...