back to post again...haiz...wasnt very hapy these few days...things happen...haiz...mon gt scolded by her...haiz...was upset...i jus dunnoe how to speak dunnoe wat to say....mon he came to accompany mi eat dinner...he came fetching mi from work....on the way back to hougang....told him abt my problems...haiz...then half way i kept quiet....tears came rolling out it jus kept rolling....i realli couldnt stand i was realli upset abt her....i cried badly....haiz...went to eat pepperlunch had a full dinner long time no eat so well le...then i went home on the bus i took pics...nothing to do...haiz...i told him i'm gonna hide myself tml...he sms mi but i slp liao he said nope i'm not gonna hide...he will come fetch mi then he said if i wan go any where he will pei wo....in the morning of tue...i reply him...telling him he dun need to come but he said he will come fetch mi jiu shi le....he said he cannot put down his heart...he came we went to amk to return his vcd then went buying stuff at ntuc xtra haha....wed...not working...in the morning she start scolding again...haiz...not onli mi and also to my father haiz....i felt realli sad...lots of stuff i jus couldnt stand...she from 10+ scold until11+ wah long breath arh....haiz...haiz...she said this family gonna be separate....haiz...let it be bah...perhaps it has already been broken le....haiz...i jus dun understand...then after go his hse...suppose to go in the morning at 11 but becos of her i told him i wun be so early sumthing happen at home then he reply asking mi wat happen i didnt tell him onli told him when i reachign then sms him then at his hse he ask mi wat happen didnt wan to tell him cos i noe i will cry...but then i told him he went to do stuff i lie there closing my eyes wif tears he jus kept looking at mi till i open my eyes and it was full of tears...haiz...i tears again and he wipe away my tears...but i continue crying in his comfort hug....i jus keep crying i realli couldnt bear wif it le...then he wipe my tears away and he made mi smile...then later the noon we went to play bowling and i have a striaght XXX haha pro rite haha i win him....haha four rounds first round was training from second onwards the competition begins haha 2nd round i won again then 3rd round he won and the final round i won haha...champion ahha...then went to play bball wif him and our friends...actually didnt wan to go....he ask mi go i said nvm lar u go play...then he ask mi where i go i told him i go home...he turn and tell mi no i must go he said i told him nvm i go home he didnt let mi go as...he noes tat i wont go home i will go hide myself...so i went...we had fun haha i was like so...dunnoe how to desribe lousy in bball but still can manage to have a fews tai kou de shoots 3 fen haha its jus tai kou haha....back home....haiz...its mi alone wif my parents...haiz....nd tats my life...haiz...feeling so unhappy haiz....