hmm...once again...ntohign to do so do some updating of my life...hmm ytd...hmm suppose to meet some ppl for lunch but some ppl back out haha hmm so basically didnt realli had lunch hmmm some one say buy stuff for mi to eat in the end is i buy for him haha...hmm spent my afternoon playing bball...someone wasnt feeling well perhaps becos of wed haha we went crazy haha hmm concern for him but his reply makes mi piss off but nvm haha had fun playing bball then went home under the rain....btu haiz...so sian at nite talk on phone wif someone but when even i talk on phone someone always wan to slp haiz...i give up haha...at home is peace ful these few days cos she doesnt talk to mi so i dint talk to her lor....simple and easy rite but haiz...shall not talk liao... hmm talk abt today...woke up do nothing watch you tube then went playing bowling with someone haha and i won him 3 times out of 3 games haha hmm tat was the second time i won him haha...hmm he's gd at bowling too but some times its jus luck haha hmm tats all le boring life...cant wait to start sch haha if not being at home is boring but when it stat sch it will be sian again cos its long study week onli sun free haha...nvm at least dun have to stay at home so long haha
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Alawys My Darlin [:
6:59 AM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Back to blogging again…haiz..felt so sian so bored…haiz…actually I have done typing my update but becos of a net work problem I have to retype haiz…felt like a tired soul…or even an empty soul..haiz…life is really up and downs for mi….have been crying and tearing these two weeks…I couldn’t stand….he told mi not to think but I jus couldn’t I told myself not to bother abt it le but it jus keep disturbing mi…haiz…whatever I say they jus dun believe then when I’m lying they believe…haiz…wats wrong….i jus dun understand at all why ppl family and be peaceful and happy but look at my its horrible…haiz…the fact is tat once u lose their faith and trust it means gone case…why ur freedom is gone….hai…every one make mistakes so do they but why no matter wat we always have to suffer…haiz…I counldnt stand after every tired day everybody long to go back to their home but to mi I dun felt like coming home always coming home wif a heavy heart…hate it every time have to face her how I wish I could leave but I jus cant haiz…no money no support every thing no…now wherever I go I have to tell them if I’m coming home for dinner as he said I must still call her and tell her so I try…. I told her I’m nto coming hoem for dinner and she said u dun need to tell mi I dun cook ur dinner any more we eat simple tats wat she said but he didn’t hear wat she say when he ask mi did I tell her I say I did and he scolded mi for telling her late and wheather I say or not saying is till get scolding…why…haiz…jus cant stand correct also scold wrong also scold really felt really depress…dunnoe wat to do but someone told mi to endure but how long do I have to endure foever?? Haiz…can life be better…hmm I dunnoe gt lots to say…but jus dunnoe how haiz…no oen cares now haiz….depression I’m on my way le haiz… dunnoe felt really tired….i really thx god for letting mi found someone who really cares and understand mi and also believe in mi….tat some one who is always never fail to be beside mi when I’m down…I thx him and god
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Alawys My Darlin [:
6:09 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
hmmm it a long time since i blog....haha my life is like a roller coaster haiz...up and down but mostly down bah....workign working finally i have stop and rest for abt 3 weeks before my sch start haha have been frustrated these fews days haiz... but he always there for mi and accompany mi felt so luv....thx...i will rem his birthday wish...forever and the promise i made... having a long break haven had fun since o lvl i'm gonna rest and play ahah i dun care abt those troubles haha the most let them scold haha hmm its realli loing every since i last up date dun have time plus abit lazy ahaha hmm camp was fun but tiring and its memorable for mi fianlly felt so useful haha shall update again haha hmm special thx to him for being there always, cheering mi up always and thx for helping mi fix my com although not realli he fix ahha its wif his friend boon peng help haha thx any way hmm now finally my com gt sound le haha carry the cpu is heavy but although not very heavy its still heavy my hands, shoulder and neck aching haha hmmm thx thx