i'm back after so many weeks...haiz...busy wif sch and problem and problems keep coming...my 3 mths gonna be up...soon i'll be going for attachment...hmm hope i be able to go through every thing...haiz..to everyone... especially my close friend...i would like to apologise due to some problems...my life has change....dun have to say much but things will slowly go back to normal bah....ppl who noes will understand....had lot of fun...during this month....national day...was fun..my junior did a great job...was happy to be there but felt quiet sad...cos i felt tat i guess i have already lost touch wif st john le...going makes no sense...i mean jus no feeling...junior are like strangers to mi le...onli some...juniors are close... even senior and squadmates are no longer close le... may be its jus my thinking...hmm..perhaps i might be gone forever haha...i miss secondary sch life..wif my cca family it was so fun...hmm haiz...hmm nvm my classmate now are also great...they are jus like a bros to mi and uncles to mi ahhaa....lots of stuff..happen...but still the same i gonna fight my way there 3 more years to freedom haha...gonna endure...and work harder....fire works for national day was nice and the army stuff cool man... last sat at wendy hse was fun....long time nv go le....we surprise her wif a bdae cake hha and she was realli surpise haha i'm happy for her...haha we played mahjong it was fun but slow haha...then it was time to go home....shall stop here...more to update haha....