hmm once again another weeek have pass boring work work work haiz...jus felt so sad but nvm shall nto talk abt it haiz...hope he not keeping things in his heart haiz... why he wouldnt say or is it i too sensitive haiz..worry for him....hai...boring today skip second lesson boring 3 hrs i skip and gt a surprise i'm happy to see him haha hope it will happen again...haha shall not blog le bored gonna go slp all i wan to do is slp slp slp....
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Alawys My Darlin [:
6:47 AM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
sian...quite lazy to blog now adays hmm now suppose to be in class doing stupid project but jus so lazy and reluctant to do...wanted to ask if nv do will fail ma but i guess shld be not hmm jus study super hard for exam can le bah...project must do introdution for the restaurant plan alot alot of things jus hate to do projects...hmm guess where am i now...haha in sch library using com lor...sir not in class..so walk out to next door library hmm his lesson are boring boring teacher give boring lesson one...hmm sian...i miss the tiem i hate wif my darlin adn my sjab friends kind of felt left out le but wat to do...haiz...for study need work haiz...but at least still gt money take month haha hope can save money buy my laptop soon so can bring sch and use and play hhaasian..lesson of 3 hrs lor...now is 2.21 pm i still gt 1hr plus to go...super bore i wan to meet my friends my darlin but no time....onli my off days then can..hai...feel so de sad but acting not sad cos i dun wan him to be upset reflect on myself now adays may be i shld give him some freedom hmm someone ask mi if he go army how..i guess by then i will then zi guan bah...hmm now jus wanna spend more time wif him but jus no time....ok shall stop here if nto i go on writting rubbish jus to spent my time hmm wanna skip sch la but cant jus becos having a bro same sch and same class jus isnt a gd idea haiz....sian....lesson is so boring i rather work haha work gt money take....hmm tat day my work place there seems to have new cleaner hmm a guy which i guess is a young man hmm quite gd looking but wasted to work as cleaer...haha ok back to class soon le...
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Alawys My Darlin [:
10:15 PM
Friday, November 09, 2007
hai...suddenly felt so lost in this world...darlin ask mi where de smile i have...and i reply gone...and i ask wats happening to mi...wats going on...jus dunnoe...ytd wasnt realli well head not well...and problems in my head...wanted to find ppl talk but no one free or i jus appoarch some ppl dunnnoe why...hmm darlin was sick and was slpping so couldnt talk to him felt so lonely ytd...no one to talk to....hmm mornign go work...wasnt in realli gd mood but put a happy face...but who noe who understand who cares...haiz...darlin still sick haiz...jus no one to talk to now...felt so lousy so bad cos i called my darlin early morning and its a miss call of 27 times haiz and he finally pick up but i kept quiet i didnt noe wat to say felt bad and jus haiz...nvm...shall now say le shall go rest le tody kanna alot of scolding
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Alawys My Darlin [:
6:45 AM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
hmm tue went to esplanade to watch chitty chitty bang bang a very very nice show...thx wendy such nice friend...hmm darlin & mi was also late for the show we rush and run through citylink and reach there jus a few seconds before it starts haha then went eating supper then go home... wed make up then went meeting darlin at tm after he finish sch then we went queenways shoppign centre jus to get a bball for my bro and he jus an idoit haiz...buy him the ball fro his bdae he nv even say thank you hmm then went to darlin hse awhile then darlin cycle mi home left the bball and stuff at home but saw something which makes mi sad....haiz...my parent quarrel haiz...this family seems broken liao...after tat went down meet darlin and he cycle mi to jalan kayu meet wendy, bowl, yong wen, wayne, hui min and kay for dinner prata haha then we went to seng kang a park behind hui min hse there we play hmm there is a thing where it goes turning round an d round very fun but very giddy after playing wif kay dunnoe how many round and also before tat was playing the cycling in round and round after all the playing i couldnt stand felt so giddy and i vomitted and darlin went running far away haha weny,kay and hui min look at mi i felt so haha dunnoe how to say then started to feel so sick le...stay awhile was very giddy but try to endure then abt 11 we went home bath and rest my head was dam giddy ujntil morning still giddy but got up went to work sms darlin and darlin fell sick le he didnt eat much last nite he was also feeling giddy when we were at prata hse hmm darlin had a fever now still resting i felt like seeing him but couldnt haiz.. both of us is sick but at least he could rest and has his family members care hai...haiz.. went home after work the hse is so quiet haiz... jus hate to come home haiz.. wanna hide myself but couldn't haiz.. haiz.. perhaps we jus dunnoe how to express our love for each other haiz..shall not say liao so unwell head is still giddy and aching...hai...hope he get well soon
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Alawys My Darlin [:
3:59 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
feeling so tired...feeling so moodless...jus gt no mood...hai...threee days i make ppl sad...tat how bad i am ...hai... shall stop here so lazy to blog...