haiz...its a long time since i have blog haiz...its truelly a bad day today realli...haiz... early de morning gt nag by mother then work was smooth until when a idoit team leader come wat de F... u wan angry becos i confirm wif another bigger team leader she crazy make mi so piss off she also not the one who is writting my report some more wat else she wan to say...haiz...forget it...next i wanna say is i've gt gd friends shafika my best pal...haha next i'm feeling down and sad haiz...invited ppl and yet ppl are jus so...haiz... i feel realli upset wif sjab frienz some but not all haiz... perhaps its jus no longer de same any more perhaps i've left the place it doesnt exist any more its no longer the family i noe any more friends jus not friends hai....perhaps it the history ppl asking who going ,huh then no sjab de going then i go here most ppl i dunnoe la, hmm some ppl say then sjab ppl going then u sms tell mi bah...haiz...i feel like saying forget it lets cancel realli realli ppl out they say wat they wanand they dun feel hurt but it hurts realli haiz....some friends not free some jus dun even bother to reply or they are jus so busy haiz...i feel like tearing perhaps tat show wat true friends realli is haiz... now i felt my shatec classmate even we meet less then half a year its are better then those who are my friend for more then 2 yrs haiz... 2 more days to party 3 more days to my birthday....haiz...i may consider canceling the second day party for mostly sjab friends yo those who i nv invite i'm sorry cos i onli invite close friend any way it may be cancel....
To my Darlin i jus feel so sad but i have forgiven u le To shafika i will miss u from work dun forget mi ur best pal