hmm today feeling much better ytd i cried was pretty sad felt like sjab family is gone but today some one change my thought may be i should say last camp cos he say i can still go back and see see tat wat i think so too btu or i shld say like this i jus cant let go sjab its realli like family sjab is so fun in my sec sch life and my bf say : hey sec sch life is over le....hmm i miss sec sch life.....haiz...abt sjab family may be i cannot becos of 1 or 2 person words tat hurt my feeling spoil de image of sjab family perhaps they are jus not true friends from this holding of birthday party i realise wat are realli true friends or wat my bf say is rite may be now i am closer wif my sch mates years latr they may be like sjab like tat lost of feeling tat so sad or may becos most of my classmate are adult already more mature thinking and saying bah haiz...june camp i wanna go i miss sjab life i miss sec sch life hmm i miss my friends starting to lost friends haiz...where are the true friends sad...nvm i have nice classmate and nice nice colleague i miss working wif shafeeqah laher last day is tml today was my last day wif her sad... working wif her was fun we chat we laugh we jk we serious so much fun working wif aunty is boring lor they jus keep calling mi doing stuff using mi shit lorhaiz.. nvm endure another 16th more mths and im going to leave marche seriously working there is not gd stress and nvm endure hmm so tired shall go slp yeah its 2 more days to my birthday haha gonna enjoy