hmm kanna miss something out of my life....miss having fun wif darlin....miss going out wif darlin most of the time to enjoy like watching movie shop and play games....i miss those days seriously... so sad....hmm i miss sjab too hmm guess i'm so far away from sjab le...but i gonna go back this sat...hmm i'm so happy tat i gt time to go back this coming sat....but i guess will not be a gd day.... hmm i realli miss having fun...miss my darlin but even wif every day meeting him i felt missing something but i jus dunnoe wat....hmm but I MISS U DARLIN... hmmm work work work i jus wish i gt more time haiz...life is being under control by ppl freedom will there be freedom..hmm guess must wait for another 2-3 years but hmm nvm....hmm why my appointment is so far away...july haiz...i'm so afraid...serious i'm afraid tat i collapse.... hmm lots of reasons...feel like getting weaker but through ppls eye they think i'm strong hmm no they think i must be strong but its seriously hard...i wanna jus be a baby under some one care and love... hmm i will stay strong and take care of myself....
count down hmm 26 more days to leaving marche...its so far...