hmm sch was still ok learn how to make short pastry or can also call it short crust or sweet paste haha hmm pastry can be fun but also realli difficult hmm then goes english lesson...still ok...hmm peter ask mi why am i always smsing hmm why cant i sms hmm then he says to others tat i at work also sms then say even when boss face not gd i also still sms haiz...why hmm i keep thinking abt this problem...haiz...i seriously afraid but i not realli afraid of hard work at the new place it is can my health take it the stress work there how ever i explain no one understand onli my bf....i'll be facing it alone....i noe i gt him but i dun wish him to worry and wat he said was rite if any thing happen to mi my parent will blame him so i dun wish him to have any trouble but wat can i do....these few days realli feel unwell but no one noes say also no use no one listen no one understand...haiz...hmm decided to ask to push the appointment earlier...hopefully is may or june haiz....can any one tell mi wat shld i do....haiz...