Friday, June 27, 2008
u said we have lesser time and yet now when haiz...when i work late i can spend s0ome time before working wif u but yet u have to go scout then badminton haiz...not i dun wan play badminton its jus after playing sweat then go work will be smelly and uncomfortable....haiz...then when i have ot work early when i have no choice u so call complain tat why i work so early haiz...wat am i suppose to do....feel so moody...haiz....guess i be going there peeping at u awhile then go work bah
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Alawys My Darlin [:
10:10 PM
mood still de same haiz...i'm sorry i'm trying to smile and change at the same time...haiz...my heart wish for u to send mi home and my mouth wants to ask u but i dare not ask and i noe its impossible for u cos its late i noe u are tired and i do not wish to make u sad so i kept all this in my heart...sad but still in silnt sad but still shows a trying to smile face to u i'm sorryhaiz....every moment i'm holding but my tears and my sadness
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Alawys My Darlin [:
9:57 AM
Thursday, June 26, 2008
I'm trying to change....i'm sorry u ask mi "dun wan mi fetch u arh..." i wan to say yes and actually for the whole day i'm there thinking again i wan to ask u to fetch mi and send mi home but i'm too afraid....to i would do the same thing again.....haiz....i tried smilling
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Alawys My Darlin [:
9:42 AM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
After ytd mood is still moody....but still smiles on my face....st john day...hmm althought it is a short performance but its still a great performace by my junior congrat...everyone...hope u all will be able to snatch the champion back to holy high....hmm went home after tat short moment..then rested awhile recieve a phone call from dulce..asking mi to urgently needed a worker back at indulge...so kind hearted i went back work to 4 plus met up wif darlin....dunnoe wat to ay but jus sorry...and i was shock to noe he readed my blog last nite...so for once i decided to blog for him today...
shh...nothing to say....
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Alawys My Darlin [:
8:04 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
silent silent tat all....shh.....nothing to say i'm sorry onli
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Alawys My Darlin [:
7:38 PM
i have lots of thing to say....but i jus dunnnoe how to say my feelings....haiz...so it goes like this xxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx and it ends here ...dear i gt lots of things to Say but i decided to keep quiet...if u see my blog and u ask mi i may say...but now i shal keep quiet....haiz....nitez...oh ya tml st john day enjoy guys......
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Alawys My Darlin [:
9:35 AM
Friday, June 06, 2008
hmm...its been weeks bored....hmm event coming up...next mon go airport send mother and grand ma....next fri to mon camp...hmm tat all bah...hmm this coming thu 12th june is pig's birthday....bought him a present le...he likes it tooo...haiz... some times i'm thinking if i have over pamper him or treat him too well... perhaps yes perhaps no...i dunnoe the ans... i miss him shaiz... some times i hate ppl asking a question example like can ot.... can i dun meet u and then go home...can i ....or ending the question wif a CAN behind....haiz...my ans for them....can i say NO do i have a choice some times i dun have a choice.....confusing tired how i wish i gt mroe time i gt more hrs some times i jus wish if i can jus dun work and jus stay beside him....i miss him i miss the times we had i miss fun...i miss spending time wif him...haiz...busy busy busy...we are always busy...haiz...
pig give mi more time spend more time wif mi i miss u sry pig i noe its mi always busy but pig i'm trying to spend more time wif u but u are always giving excuse haiz.... pig dun lazy ok.....miss u
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Alawys My Darlin [:
10:42 AM