hmm today in a mood to blog but lots of unhappy stuff...feel so stress not onli 1 thng but many things make mi stress....firstly abt this guy....he did not go sch these few days...and his teacher called his parent up and said he did not go sch and his mother is super angry and ng and scold him then his mother knew i was wif him came talking to mi over the phone...asking mi do i noe he has not been going sch these three days...i said NO but actually iknew abt it jus has to act then his mother go nagging over to misaying his has been not a gd boy has change bad lately so i jus go erm...erm...and his mother said tat some thing tat make mi feel upset and trouble abt....she said he has been meeting mi and she said we do not need to meet every day cos his been meeting mi and sending mi home but actually he does realli bah hmm dunnoe nvm then his mother also added something saying as a friend of him i shld help him and encourage him to go sch on ewvery day and most of the time be puncture....so i jus keep going erm...erm...ya ...so and so.... a reply to his mother...hmm i has been asking him to go sch and jus he always slping and overslp wat can i do....i do encourage him and most of the time we meet can mostly be at nite cos i'm woking tat de onli time i could meet him and hs busy and i'm busy we jus trying to make time for ourself..so why bother us meeting almost everyday...and his already 19 and adult teenage already next year will reach 20 why still bother abt him he will take care of himself but if u bother abt him why dun u give him more money as his allowances his always no money to eat when u quarrel....so why bother so much ... and abt sch his already a adult if will take care of his study if he dun study well and its his own resposnsiblity u dun realli need to talk abt it so much let him be...why not jus let go abit...holding one so tight doesnt do any gd he will still go bad and go against u...haiz... nvm some times i find parent are very troublesome and so naggy....some times i feel irritated....abt my own mother my study she didnt care cos its my own duty to study well if i fail to do so it will be my own fault haiz...almost every day work is tiriong but no one understand colleague say why i feel tired when i off so many days haiz... u all jus not mi unoe wat my health and urs is different...haiz..say so much do nothing sian arh...how i wish i could jus play haiz....freaking stress wif stuff gt inventory to do project to do...work and work and study jus make mi feel so no life...bored of working already...hmm i have thought of work until i finish my course rest for 2 to 3 mths then start working again....i wanna play i dun wanna waste my teenage time.... haiz.. darlin some times i jus miss u so much but i now i have to think abt ur mother and o have to sacrify my time haz... must ren...guess we 1 week meet abt 2-4 days bah...haizz...nvm...i understnd i will try to do tat haiz...writing the above is not trying to blame u or ur mother its jus my reflection....dun bother abt it k muack..luv u darlin...i wanna go park and relax again....