hmm i've make a pass to let onli some close friends to see my blog hmm actually i jus didnt wan my classmates to see onli....hmm dunnoe why i jus feel so unhappy haiz...sorry dear how ever hard u try makign mi in the end when i'm suppose to go home i'm not happy again...haiz...i also dunnnoe why i thought am i walking to towards the path of depression...dear said no lar dun any how think...ya perhaps too stress....must relaz... but how too...nvm i learn and try...hmm today i skip sch...didnt wanna go sch and face my classmates so went out wif dear see him work then we when out to have a big feast...haha but in the end same...i'm still not happy...haiz.. sorry my tired dear....still in moody mood....
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Alawys My Darlin [:
6:11 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
i'll jus keep quiet.....haiz...shall be in silent....everyone showing attitude if not... not happy every thing my fault...i wish i could run far far far away....be all alone.....haiz.. i dun wish to go sch and work but still have to go....i wanna cry all out but i cant....haiz...who to cry to who to shout to...haiz....darlin been busy not gonna trouble him...haiz...i'll jus keep quiet
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Alawys My Darlin [:
6:37 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
lots of things to say in my heart...seems to be lots of things i couldnt say but jus leaving it in my heart....nvm ....dun wanna write here i'm gonna change my blog soon haiz....these two weeks lot of things happen....last last wed father admited to hospital....tyhe last thu he went for operation BYPASS....last few dayshe in icu recovering...its so heart pain see him like this i nearly cry but hold back....tml gonna go see him hmm he has change ward already...haiz....
darlin...i will not cry in front of u...u run away...i jus remain silent.....muack
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Alawys My Darlin [:
8:48 AM
Monday, November 10, 2008
its been a tired week end...i'm tired felt like skipping sch tml but...haiz...too lazy i'm jus realli tired out...but i must stay evens trong...if i'm tired my mother is even more tired then mi so ...but i'm realli tired and lazy to blog le.... jus wish for thur a successful one prayed to god...he will be fine.....
darlin...thx for being by myside thx i need u by myside i'm tired realli tired jus wish to slp on ur leg...every tired moment.....