hmm i've make a pass to let onli some close friends to see my blog hmm actually i jus didnt wan my classmates to see onli....hmm dunnoe why i jus feel so unhappy haiz...sorry dear how ever hard u try makign mi in the end when i'm suppose to go home i'm not happy again...haiz...i also dunnnoe why i thought am i walking to towards the path of depression...dear said no lar dun any how think...ya perhaps too stress....must relaz... but how too...nvm i learn and try...hmm today i skip sch...didnt wanna go sch and face my classmates so went out wif dear see him work then we when out to have a big feast...haha but in the end same...i'm still not happy...haiz.. sorry my tired dear....still in moody mood....