hmm shall spring clean my blog.... cos it has spider web on it....well...had a bad christmas cos one day before eve i had a great stomach ache and the pain lasted for 5 days before i recover with eating all kinds of medic...christmas eve i couldnt go any where but at home...my dear enjoying at friends hse tat make mi felt sad....cos wat i can eat is onli light stuff and its christmas...nvm on the day of christmas went to kelly hse bbq and classmate gathering then on new year eve gathering too watch fire works and headed home one the second day of new year my trip to KL... i had lots of fun how i wish oi could enjoy again... bought lot s of stuff... hmm now back to wt i actually wanna blog today...there seems alot of stuff i wanna say but i jus dunnoe how to say... wat to say... haiz... i acted happy...i pretended normal as i'm happy but bottom of my heart i'm not dunnoe wat to say haiz...u said u wan little understanding and time...ok got it haiz...feeling weird i need a company.... haiz...feel bored feel empty i wish i could go back to the past where i can always go out now i trap in work and work no where but work haiz... when i'm free u are not free when my friends are free meeting i'm busy working hiz.... i wanna a long break when.... can i haiz... my off day i rox at home thinking wat can i do bored at home no one pei mi u are busy in sch teacher ask u go u jiu agree and go haiz... cannot break promise haiz...some times i wat other say u wil always do and help them and wat i ask for will always be a no most of the time haiz...u force mi asking u which is more important then now u said u wan little understanding and time haiz....ask urself 1 mth how many camps how many camp fire how many scouts stuff haiz....perhars its all mi haiz...shall keep quiet bah.....shh.....haiz... i'm tired and exhausted i wish to have more fun