today finally seen him haiz...he's sick very sick haiz.. ask him go see doc he says wait til his mother come home bring him go haiz...nite time mother came back say tml see how then bring him he has been having fever up and down then stomach aches haiz... worry for him but wat can i do haiz..... pretty up sad i couldnt stop acting normal haiz... being to keep quiet haiz....i wish i gt more time to spend wif him now onli once week once haiz... i realli miss him so much but we jus has little time haiz....feeling unhappy haiz... all i wan is ur pei pan haiz... gt money but not happy haiz... wats de use of keep working i wish i coukd stop working those days at kl was so fun could have him all day long beside mi sob haiz.... we seems to be far away from each other haiz.... some thing pushing mi to give up haiz... i dun wish to end this relationship haiz....putting a smile every day is tiring